Reply by armybuck August 31, 2009 08:53am PDTReport Abuse

That was your bro? lol

Reply by beautiful August 31, 2009 08:54am PDTReport Abuse

yeah it was lol hes naughty BOTH of them :D

Reply by armybuck August 31, 2009 08:36am PDTReport Abuse

romeo and juliet?

Reply by beautiful August 31, 2009 08:50am PDTReport Abuse

woah sorry! my bro took my laptop! what did u say??? crap what did he say???

Reply by armybuck August 31, 2009 08:51am PDTReport Abuse

I didn't even know he had it. lol.

Reply by beautiful August 31, 2009 08:53am PDTReport Abuse

lol well he did! the naughty little nugget! 18 years old and youd think he'd know better than to play with my new toys lol but thats okay my 27 year old bro helped him...i'm telling on them lol jk our ma is...passed

Reply by armybuck August 31, 2009 08:31am PDTReport Abuse

I try. lol. Its not easy, keeping up with you youngsters. But I get by. Back in the civilian world, I work with troubled teens. Its a very rewarding career. I get to make their lives a little better just by being there to listen to what they have to say.

Reply by armybuck August 31, 2009 08:31am PDTReport Abuse

And I play volleyball, which attracts a lot of attention.

Reply by beautiful August 31, 2009 08:33am PDTReport Abuse

lol hun u just sounded old right there...and i bet it is...although me myself i hate teenagers...a lot lol they are so irrational and silly...usually..but sometimes you'll come across some who are an exception...good god i hate the story of romeo and juliet it makes me want to throw things....

Reply by armybuck August 29, 2009 09:36am PDTReport Abuse

wow, i'm sorry to hear that. Were they friends of yours? like close friends?

Reply by beautiful August 29, 2009 09:39am PDTReport Abuse

my brother, one of my best friends, and my best friend's best friend.so yea *sigh* everyone i love and care for is dropping like flies

Reply by armybuck August 29, 2009 09:46am PDTReport Abuse

I'm sorry for your loss. It always hurts to lose the people you love. If you need to talk about it, you know where to find me.

Reply by beautiful August 29, 2009 09:49am PDTReport Abuse

*sigh* thank you...and i mean i'm ok i just...my fiance Justin killed himself in february....i walked in just as he had begun the process and i was too late to stop him...he died in my arms....bled out all over me....but i promised to take care of his little brother...Evan...and Evan just overdosed on heroin...i failed both of them...(Evan is my brother)

Reply by armybuck August 29, 2009 09:56am PDTReport Abuse

you are too hard on yourself, there was nothing you could have done for either of them. They made their own choices in life. But aren't you only like 17? you are too young to have a fiance! but that is a side note. Don't blame yourself. It wasn't your fault. I am a sniper commander for the MP corps. I have lost soldiers to suicide. It never gets easier, trust me on that. But they weren't my fault. I beat myself up about that for weeks. But then a chaplain told me the same thing I am telling you. They made their own choices. They had their reasons, whatever they are, to take the easy way out of this life. Don't put to much on yourself.

Reply by beautiful August 29, 2009 09:58am PDTReport Abuse

i'm not too young lol him an i have known eachother for 14 years and yah i know but i just i feel responsible for it...they trusted me and i didnt do my job i didnt i'm not worht living for i suppose...the only ppl who think so are chris and doug and henry

Reply by armybuck August 30, 2009 05:47am PDTReport Abuse

I said it was just a side note. lol. But you are being too hard on yourself. It wasn't your responsibility, and just from the few conversations we have had, you are worth living for, they just didn't see it. YOu have failed no one, hun. Stay strong, you'll make it through this.

Reply by beautiful August 30, 2009 12:16pm PDTReport Abuse

awww lol youre the sweetest stranger i know hehehehe i'm jp but thank you...a lot. i just it takes a toll...cuz my justin couldnt take it after our baby died...her name was ella...pretty name right??? lol

Reply by armybuck August 31, 2009 02:09am PDTReport Abuse

Wow. there is so much to learn about you. And who says I have to be a stranger. That sounds kinda weird, but I consider myself a long distance friend. lol. Not a stalker. lol. Anyway, you know where to find me if you need anything. Just because I don't know you that well ( apparently, lol) doesn't mean I won't help. ttys

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 11:05am PDTReport Abuse

Hi, I am curtis. How are you?

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 11:06am PDTReport Abuse

i'm doing rather well actually. yesterday was a bad day but today has been promising :D and how are you?

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 11:12am PDTReport Abuse

I am doing great. Its hot over here in Iraq! lol

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 11:13am PDTReport Abuse

Do you have yahoo IM? my IM address there is curtisbuchholz@yahoo.com

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 11:14am PDTReport Abuse

lol idk what to say now...cuz i'm like really cold! (i live in wisconsin) and great is better than good! i'm jealous ;)

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 11:15am PDTReport Abuse

no i don't but if i did (which i will soon) i'd message u. i'm still waiting for my own computer...the one i'm using now is my work computer

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 11:16am PDTReport Abuse

thats cool. So where do you work at?

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 11:18am PDTReport Abuse

i work for my father. he owns a construction bussiness and i do the paperwork and sometimes i'm even allowed to do work at the sites. its nice but i dislocated my shoulder last time i was there due to some guys messin around.

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 11:19am PDTReport Abuse

That sucks. lol. But you are ok? No other injuries?

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 11:21am PDTReport Abuse

well i got into a fight with my ex and he shoved a deck screw into my spine but other than that i'm peachy and healthy. how about u? got any boo boos?

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 11:24am PDTReport Abuse

Boo boos? lol. No, even though I am in the army, haven't gotten any injuries from it. I have a bad knee from when I played in the avp, but thats it

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 11:27am PDTReport Abuse

i know lol i have two very younger brothers. i was at a party and i was just chillin and i said i had to go potty...i'll never live it down (SO embarrassing!) hmmm and quite a few of my friends are in the army...

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 11:28am PDTReport Abuse

Thats cool. You actually said 'potty'? wow. lol

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 11:32am PDTReport Abuse

yes i did! *sigh* it just sorta slipped out. i laughed so hard afterwards. i'm a little giggly now just thinking about it :)

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 11:35am PDTReport Abuse

Thats too funny. When I was playing in the avp, I had a few moments like that. I have a five year old sister, so sometimes I would say things the same way I would say them to her.

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 11:36am PDTReport Abuse

i say nuh night when i say good night or one night i was leaving and i said oh i'll just go home and go night night. its terrible. my brothers are 4 and 5.

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 11:39am PDTReport Abuse

thats cool. you seem pretty young yourself

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 11:40am PDTReport Abuse

gee thanks :D ughhh guess how old i am. dare u

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 11:42am PDTReport Abuse

I would guess around 17 or so

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 11:43am PDTReport Abuse

smart lol but yep...my friends call me jailbait cuz i'm the only one still illegal. meanies.

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 11:46am PDTReport Abuse

Thank god I am all the way over here. No jail for me! lol

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 11:48am PDTReport Abuse

lol even if you were here there'd still be no jail for u u silly. you cant get in trouble for talking to me! or for even being my friend. its insertion that got my ex in trouble.

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 11:49am PDTReport Abuse

Thats true.

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 11:51am PDTReport Abuse

so there you're a good guy. so to u i'm just me. i'm NOT jailbait :D yay lol

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 11:53am PDTReport Abuse

Fair enough, Besides, you are too fun to talk to. lol. So what do you like to do for fun, other than BMX?

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 11:56am PDTReport Abuse

oh oh u studied lol lookin at my profile mister nosey pants ha jk but i like to party and run and i like the color purple and i well idk what i like to do i kinda blanked out. how about u?

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 12:00pm PDTReport Abuse

thats cool. I am a volleyball player. I like to workout at the gym and I really like being in the military. But more than anything, I love to party!

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 12:02pm PDTReport Abuse

i like volleyball too! but i'm not that good cuz (i'm uber short!). ha but partying is my fave passtime. it can make a bad day good.

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 12:06pm PDTReport Abuse

Yeah, I know. But you are too young to drink. lol. I love having a beer and watching the game, or going to the club and dancing all night.

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 12:08pm PDTReport Abuse

no no i CAN drink. i just SHOULDNT. ha but yep i love to dance and beer is uber nasty. for real! eywww! ha and what game? please tell me its football? and if it is whos your team?

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 12:08pm PDTReport Abuse

if youre a bears fan i'ma have to say bye...

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 12:10pm PDTReport Abuse

Yeah, football. For NFL Its the Patriots, and for college its the Gators

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 12:12pm PDTReport Abuse

wisconsin pride baby lol i ♥ the packers oh and for college the badgers...i know it may be odd but i love football.

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 12:17pm PDTReport Abuse

its not strange

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 12:19pm PDTReport Abuse

well thats good lol i permanently damaged my pinky finger playin football with my ex. meanie. and wow lol ok my freind and i were talking and its been like a really long time since her and i have even kissed anyone. shameful?

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 12:21pm PDTReport Abuse

I don't know if it is shameful, but you def need to work on that

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 12:24pm PDTReport Abuse

the guy i like lives really far away and i want to save my next kiss for him. kisses are special! and i dnt need to work on anything. i could have lots of kisses every day from lots of ppl.

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 12:27pm PDTReport Abuse

thats cool. pretty popular, huh?

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 12:28pm PDTReport Abuse

yes, its one of my jobs. lol

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 12:33pm PDTReport Abuse

One of your jobs?

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 12:35pm PDTReport Abuse

i'm not a prostitute lol i just have to be charming, look appealing, and represent the firm well. i work for my friend Paul. he's 23 and a real sweetie. he has his own lawfirm. he's like brilliant!

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 12:36pm PDTReport Abuse

hey I gtg, but its been fun talking to you. ttyl

Reply by beautiful August 25, 2009 12:37pm PDTReport Abuse

otay byes ttyl

Reply by armybuck August 26, 2009 07:34am PDTReport Abuse

Imagine my relief. lol. I was going to say, you are only 17. No reason to grow up faster than you need to trust me,

Reply by beautiful August 26, 2009 07:56am PDTReport Abuse

lol plus its icky...even if i was grown up...y would u do that for anything other than love?

Reply by armybuck August 27, 2009 08:51am PDTReport Abuse

Well, as you get older you are going to do things that later on you regret. But as long as you keep it in your head that it is only for love, you'll be good.

Reply by beautiful August 27, 2009 09:15am PDTReport Abuse

lol i regret ever doing it in the first place...but ya know u cant feel too bad about the past...i just wish that i could be pure for the man i marry...but i have no time machine...or the will power to not do it...ha not like it aint fun sometimes...wow overshare?

Reply by armybuck August 27, 2009 10:01am PDTReport Abuse

true that. but you are way too young to be doing things like that dear. lol. It may be fun, but you gotta think about the future too.

Reply by beautiful August 27, 2009 10:03am PDTReport Abuse

lol you sound like my ex bf...but funny thing is...he was cheating on me (sexually) with four other girls at the time he said that...ha and i am and my future looks pretty damn bright (i need some pretty wicked shades) lol i'm responsible when i do it though...

Reply by armybuck August 27, 2009 10:05am PDTReport Abuse

good to hear. lol. You seem like a smart girl. kinda pretty too. lol.

Reply by beautiful August 27, 2009 10:07am PDTReport Abuse

hehehe youre pretty tyew ;D haha and i am rather smart i suppose but i'm not one to tell others what i am i let em judge for themselves...

Reply by beautiful August 27, 2009 10:23am PDTReport Abuse

even though sometimes i feel i've been misjudged

Reply by armybuck August 27, 2009 10:33am PDTReport Abuse

misjudged? how so? just another pretty face type deal?

Reply by beautiful August 27, 2009 10:37am PDTReport Abuse

lol no i am "friendly" and most of my friends are guys and i am wild sometimes and ppl think i'm not serious ever or i'm not smart

Reply by armybuck August 28, 2009 05:08am PDTReport Abuse

oh, ok. thats cool. I am a very friendly person too. And most of my friends are girls, so i can see where you are coming from. And there is nothing wrong with getting wild every now and then. lol. I love a good party!

Reply by armybuck August 25, 2009 11:17am PDTReport Abuse

sure do!