Recent Comments theboss says: "nice, but is there such thing as love @ first sight? IDK Really..... i think i had it once with my ex but its still questionable.... but nice poem!!!!"  amber_lala says: "don't listen to her, she is gayy and no one really cares what she thinks i think it is sooo coool(:" | should i or shouldnt i
Channels: Skate This is the story about my lifeI love to skate by myself when I am depressed and it helps me think about what life is really about. My parents want to choose what I can and cant do, who I can and cant date. I have been in so many fucking fights with my mom because I tell her that she cant run my life and then after the fights are over I go out and skate or run till I feel better about my life or stop being pissed off at the people that I love. She is the best person that has ever happened to me. I moved from Arizona to be with my mom after I found out that she wanted to be in my life again. I havent had a mother figure in my life for 10 and half years. I just found out that there is no love at first sight. It isnt real. I hate that the guy that you love is around girls all the time and you dont let him know that it hurts you. I had that happen more than once. I let him think that he did not hurt me when ever I go to bed and I cry myself to sleep. I would try forget him but his memories just keep coming back. I realized that you don't need a guy to make you happy. I found out that there are more people that love me than I have ever thought there was. I felt alone all the time untill I met Aaron. I wish that life was easier than it is know. I have always ben the type of person that has held my emotions inside and it made me all depressed and that there was no one in the world that cared about me. I was watching a movie that my sister has and this girl says "Death is peaceful, easy. Life is harder." Those words are true. My dad has put me through theropy and that seemed not to help at all. I just got home from the shrinks office and locked myself in my room and would not come out. I have had the best time here in Alabama and now I am having to choose which parent I want to live with. Go back to the depressing life in Arizona or stay here where I can have more freedom. I have 1 older sister Natasha. She is 19 and 2 older brothers Neil and Derrick. They are 18 and 17. So I am the baby in my family. I hate it. I always get left out of every thing that they do. I felt like I cant fit in with my own family. I tried to kill myself so many times and found out that they love me no matter how old I am. I regret trying to kill myself because it was so stupid to think that nobody loved me. I found out that they love me when I was in the emergency room. I wish that I can get that memory and rip it to shreads. I wish a lot of things that I have done would go away but they wont. I found out that I need help and I still find a way to tell any one. I worry my mom every time I am alone or locked in my room. She thinks that I will try to kill myself again but now I have found someone who loves me for who I am on here. His name is Aaron or FTW_420. I love you baby. All I want to say is that there is nothing worth trying to kill yourself. (I need some advice so please comment if you have any advice.) Thank you, Joselyn Channels: Skate Love At First SightLove At First Sight Is there such a thing as love at first sight? Channels: Skate 09 Race ScheduleThe season starts on April 25th. I have been waitin for this for a very long time. All I can think about is my mowers and my doing what I love to do. All I do is just sit and think about where Im going to run my line and dont give up that line to the other racers. I race with all my friends and family. There is Jeannie Riley #16, Junior White #37, Tyler Cromwell #C4, BRandon Cromwell #B17, Ronnie Henden #54, George Harrin #6, Kenny Thomas #28, Brian Smith #5, Carla Lawrence #758, Todd Mobly #48, Colton Krugh #19, Jonathan Krugh #89, Nicholas Krugh #45 and then there is me Joselyn Gibson #24. We will love to see you at the races. So here is the schedual below. APRIL Channels: Skate 09 Race ScheduleAPRIL 25th Rogersville Ala. Test and Tune/swap meet/ Start time 1pm till MAY 16th Rogersville Ala. POINTS Registration and tech 11:00 am drivers Meeting 12:15 Practice 12:30 Races Start at 1pm 23rd & 24th Byron Ga, Ga having a big race they would like Our attendance. Some of us are attending. No points 31st Raleigh N.C. National Points Race 2 races one day Double points JUNE 5,6,7th Stevenson Ala. POINTS Those wishing to particapate in the parade on Saturday need to be there by 8am. Some will go in Friday and spend the night. Saturday Parade 9am rest of the day relax ride mowers around and have fun Staurday Night CLUB cook out. SUNDAY race day, Registration and tech 10:30 am drivers Meeting 12:00 Practice 12:30 Races Start at 1pm 20,21st Ooltewah, TN National Points Races 27th Rogersville POINTS Registration and tech 11:00 am drivers Meeting 12:15 Practice 12:30 Races Start at 1pm JULY 11th Legrange Ind. National Points Race 12th Henry Ill. National Points Race 18th Rogersville Ala. POINTS Registration and tech 1:00 pm drivers Meeting 2:30 Practice 2:45 Races Start at 3pm 23rd Dekaulb Co. Fair POINTS Registration and tech 5pm Drivers Meeting 6:30 Practice 6:45 Races Start at 7pm. AUGUST 2nd Valpraiso Ind. National Points Race 13th Pulaski Fair POINTS Registration and tech 5pm Drivers Meeting 6:30 Practice 6:45 Races Start at 7pm. 15th Union City Fair POINTS Registration and tech 5pm Drivers Meeting 6:30 Practice 6:45 Races Start at 7pm. 17th Wilson Co. Fair POINTS Registration and tech 5pm Drivers Meeting 6:30 Practice 6:45 Races Start at 7pm. 29th Fairview Lions Club Points Reg/Tech 3:30 to 5:00, Drivers meeting 5:15 Practice 5:30 Races start 6pm SEPTEMBER 19th Rogersville Ala. POINTS Registration and tech 11:00 am drivers Meeting 12:15 Practice 12:30 Races Start at 1pm 26th Fairview Lions Club Points Reg/Tech 3:30 to 5:00, Drivers meeting 5:15 Practice 5:30 Races start 6pm OCTOBER 10th Rogersville Ala. POINTS Registration and tech 11:00 am drivers Meeting 12:15 Practice 12:30 Races Start at 1pm NOVEMBER 6,7,8th Ooeltewah TN. ALL AMERICAN MOWER CHAMPIONSHIPS Open Invitational Friday Practice 2pm till Saturday 2 rounds of Quailifing 15 laps each first grid by draw, second by how you finish BUT complete invert. registration/tech 8am drivers meeting 11am practice 11:30 Races start 12noon. Sunday Feature events, Grid by average finish in Qualifing heats. Drivers meeting Safety Inspection 9am 11:30 Races start 1pm Channels: Skate |
