have u ever felt happy about something special you had loved and care about so much but then you don't have
the same connection anymore so you let go but later in life you feel dead sad and weak like your having a break down or somthing your whole body shakes ur heart beats slower and slower then hurts like if someone broke it ?
you turn cold and sad like you wanna cry all day and night thinking about wat you have lost you feel destroyed
inside worthless and troubled specially after alot has happen or your goin through your body turns cold and your palms sweat and you just wanna die but yet again you tell yourself its ok you'll be alright just move on from pain and sadness everything will be good but its hard to let go of the memory's you have happy and joyful of well i'm goin throgh that probolby cuz of thinks i couldi'nt do for someone i still care for her and looks like after this whole time i finally feel hurt we let go but that's life and love :,(

have u ever grew up with a friend and thought u could trust them and then find out u cant later in life? well i do and i kno he's scared right now juz lucky i aint fuk him up after the shit he put me through not knoing wat i was goin through and making my ma put the cops on me and shit fuk you. u dont kno wat the fuk i'm goin through why cant i juz die and let poeple move on with their lives and i know my ma will love me dead she told me once almost did but stoped and thoght of the people who cared about me and juz sat their and cryed u guys might say im a cry baby or shit well maybe i am i donk care wat u call me we all went their once anyway i wont trust no one around me nomore after wat happen. ur luky i didnt fuck u up today i was but i had to hold back for only one person she teached me u can't alway's solve ur problems by fights and i'm glad she told me that she's so smart thank you for that lesson emmy i'll never forget it cuz u told me the only person i cared for and still do no matter wat