have u ever grew up with a friend and thought u could trust them and then find out u cant later in life? well i do and i kno he's scared right now juz lucky i aint fuk him up after the shit he put me through not knoing wat i was goin through and making my ma put the cops on me and shit fuk you. u dont kno wat the fuk i'm goin through why cant i juz die and let poeple move on with their lives and i know my ma will love me dead she told me once almost did but stoped and thoght of the people who cared about me and juz sat their and cryed u guys might say im a cry baby or shit well maybe i am i donk care wat u call me we all went their once anyway i wont trust no one around me nomore after wat happen. ur luky i didnt fuck u up today i was but i had to hold back for only one person she teached me u can't alway's solve ur problems by fights and i'm glad she told me that she's so smart thank you for that lesson emmy i'll never forget it cuz u told me the only person i cared for and still do no matter wat