I guess I never relized how much of an inpact you family can have on you. my cuz was just over and it just hit me that the eople that i've know my whole life are the ones that i base my dissuions off of. it's werrid though my big bro used to be the one that i looked up to the most but now that he isn't here any more i guess i just needed to find some one to fill that void.